My goals.. my expectations from life.... my silly dreams.....

Other day a friend from Holland, Henk, asked me about what I wanted from life, what were my expectations about it... and these questions really made me think a lot about it and hours later I endend up, writting all this which goes as:

1- What about your dreams to be= travel around as a backpacker in the whole Europe, India and eat lots of pasta in Italy and get a glass of wine in Toscana, get back to Cape Reinga, and there, have in my arms and in my heart a man who I’d have the chance to say for the first time: I love you, and lucky to listen back: I love you too, live in a place where can have thousand of gardens to go and have picnics with pets and children playing around all the time and happy couples kissing each other, looking at each other eyes and making plans together, and I wanna be in a place where I can find lots of cafes, have a house on the beach but not fancy one, just a small nice beach house, have a house with gardens without big gates on the windows and big walls around it, learn different languages, feel the snow in my hands and play with it as a kid, watch a Luciano Pavarotti concert, make a wish in Taj Mahal, learn how to ski without getting hurt in my tushy (hahaha), have a very romantic dinner with all those candle lights, and a flower in the middle of the table, have a tub bath in my place and heaps of candles around it once a week (and if I have company, that’d be much better! ), have a surprise birthday party with balloons and a very nice chocolate cake, realize all my sexual fantasies and get married on the beach and one day, have long walks on the beach holding my babies little hands while my husband takes a pictures of us.

2- About your goals in live you want to achieve = to find someone who really cares about me, who will love me all the way, share good and bad moments together, who will look at me and feel tickles into the heart, and know that it’s possible to love the same person every single day, even if this person changes every day, who will really know me, who will put his arms around me and make me feel as if nothing bad could happen to me… I don’t know if it’s a kind of goal, but I’m dying to find a man like that… who must be gorgeous inside – not outside, who can light up my day, every time… I think that when we’re more mature and get older, we just want to be happy with someone who worth to wait, someone who would be able to understand us no matter what, who will walk side by side with us.
Sometimes I wonder if I’ll find him… or if he’d find me first…

All this can seem pretty silly but I believe that every word is possible and that my feloows... that´s counts!!!!!!!!!!
Didi